Hi everyone, I'm holding emergency commissions...
unfortunately my panic disorder made it impossible to work at my previous job. I was being threatened by customers on more than one occasion and eventually the threats started to trigger my Panic. Inevitably causing me to have full blown panic attacks at the first sign of a threatening customer or manager. Needless to say it was traumatizing and embarrassing. I know from this experience that without treatment future employment is impossible.
These commissions wouldn't just help my current state but help improve my future as well. My loans will have to start being paid soon and if I have no money for that I'm screwed. If I don't get help now I won't ever get it... Without any sort of help my physical and mental health are going to fail me the first moment that any sort of heavy pressure is put onto me. I won't be able to live on my own, I won't be able to sustain a job, pay for my loans and the stress of that would only add to my troubles. I've suffered depression for well over a decade of my life, it's only gotten worse year after year... and I want to not be afraid anymore, afraid of myself, afraid of dying and afraid that I'm never going to make it. Every day it's a difficult to want to keep going at least in some degree. It's truly terrifying to have your life at the mercy and whim of your own physical brain.
I implore anyone who reads this to pass this on and help me get commissions to pay for help that I keep loosing due to lacking funds. I figured I would rather ask for help now and be honest then try to get help too late. And not be upset I didn't hold emergency commissions when it's too late.
My commissions journal is here
For Emergency commissions
I will be opening up sketches for 10$ a bust, 20$ full body
I welcome all forms of commissions and can only accept them through paypal currently.
Edit: I will literally draw dragons, humans, anthros, wolves, if it's a character I will draw it...